hey yea i know its been forever right, oh well. hahah.

         who's sad that highschool is almost over.......NOT ME!  bring it on, get me out.  peace.

spring break, soon.

prom, coming. (color of tux: white and pink, sweet right)

end of school, approaching.

brothers wedding, gettin here.

football all-star game, a long time, if i choose to go. 

purdue, so close yet so far away.

bed time, right now.  peace.

     p.s.- all of these events will be taking place within 3 months.  exception being purdue which is not long after the rest.  crazy eh?

p.s.s.- purchase of a vw jetta tdi or maybe even a mercedes benz c230, is somwhere in the mix. 

i woke up this morning and went outside for chores and i heard the birds.  not the annoying little ones, but the pretty birds.  it reminded me of what is coming....a nice, nice summer. 

have a good one.

bender.

i am now a year older....i have accomplished a few things.  i will share a few.

• i have personally grown spiritually i believe, even if others don't believe that i have, i could really care less.  its not about them. 
• i have matured alot, i feel like if i had to leave and be on my own i would be just fine doing it.
• i have learned how to make, lose, and effectively manage my money.  even though right at the moment i have been spending it. 
• i have reached my fitness goals and now am resetting them higher.
• i have gone crazy skiing, and now without shame can say i'm hardcore. haha.
• i have developed friendships deeper then deep which is awesome to have
• i have developed other friendships due to football that i still continue to have to this day and have had a chance to hang out with them and have fun together.
• i have truly realized the importance that living on a farm has had on me.
• i've gotten to the point of where i say what i want to say and then stick behind it, even if others don't feel the same way.  its good to challenge others and for others to challenge you right?  it makes you smarter usually.
• i have made myself push through the senioritis the best i can in order to prepare myself for purdue.

                          along with many other things i feel like those are some of the bigger ones.  just thought i'd share that.  so have an awesome day, or night, whenever you are reading this.  and i'm not just saying that crap. i really hope you do have an awesome day or night. 

peace out.  thanks for all the positive birthday wishes, and presents, and cake donations from my boys at wawasee. 

this is me painted up for the northwood game...

it looked way freakier in person, when you were close enough to see the bones in my hand.  it'll give you an idea though.